Hammi4Real

Yes you heard me. Im giving up. I surrender. Im leaving. I cant take it anymore. Ive had enough. Ive failed in pretty much every way. I was too weak. I have lost. Im unplugging myself out of DA, SA... yes, even NG. Ive become an egocentric attention whore. I am ashamed of myself. Im such a loser. I have no longer place in the artistic world. One less pain in the back to have around. Now im leaving. This is for the best of you and art. Consider me dead. And these were my last words.

ive been in an asshole mode for some days now. No it aint over yet. TOO BAD FOR YOU. Anyways, im clearly fuckin bitter. Well, ive been pretty much bitter before but ever since i made that renashit drawing... it just fuckin broke me. The remaining rest of self dignity i had left, just gone with the wind. Yes. I snapped, ive lost it. And im still a loose cannon. Anyway, ive been in such a heavy consideration if i should remove and empty my gallery for all the bunch of crap ive done. KINDA DRAMATIC HUH. But then while i was refreshing my page, !Fatchaos (https://www.deviantart.com/fatchaos) had posted artwork on NG and sent me a note here as well. Obviously its a dedication to

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